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[07/19/05] |
NEW LJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJJ!!!!!!!!!!!!
comment to be added cause i have no friends yet.
colderhearts__
lovelovelvoelvoevle
PS its friends onlyyyyyy
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[07/15/05] |
GANGSTAASSS <3
best friend please come home. i miss you dearlyyyyy. HM so i really
need to find that CD so i can add my PICTURES. i have like a thousand
toooo. so me and ari went up north it was sweet except for the UP was
gaygaygay. we met some guys too HAHAH oh man i love ari x
23823238974938. jared came up for a little saturday which was cool we
took the jetskis out and i heart the jetskis cause im insane. and i
broke the tube like 3 times hahah whoops. i came home tuesday and idk
summers been like boring these past few days since i got back. so i
didnt end up sending laineys package cause i never had time to mail it
and now its too late. oh well. she comes home july 25th but ill still
be up norht but ill see her tuesday yayyyy. im going up north the 21st
with the AMAZING BROSEEEEEEE gonna be insane like last year. HAH us and
our noises at 3 a.m.. "GET OFF THE PHONE." CORY is staying with mee the
20th and 21st and im so ossosososs excited i love himmm!! and mo and lo
are visiting and like everyones gonna be hereee i cant wait!! so many
amazing thigns to look forward too this month. i cant believe summers
like half over. AHHH why am i saying that?? i dont wanna thing about
THE S WORD. aioweruaoiewru brose whit & murphy I LOVE YOUR GINAS
almost as much as i love you. and lets leave james another sweet
voicemail and NOT push *67 CRACKHEADSSSSSSSSS. hah one insane
sleepoverrr. yesterday i went to the mall w/ sean and anthony and made
sean buy this really cuteee shirt which he wore today. then i went to
seans and we ate cookies cause were sweeet. today was the gay founders
festival WOW never going there again its retardeddd. TOMRORW im going
boating!!! but its like almost 2 and im tired i wanna watch degrassi
tho night
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[07/08/05] |
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welll my computer crashed for a day and then it got fixed and all my pictures are now gone. and im pissed but whateverrr. so ive been home for about a week now- and i seriously lovee it. i see my camp friends like everyday too which is amazing. i was with erin like the whole weekend when i came home & i was happy cause i missed herrrr. on the 3rd me brose mark erin murph & emily went to broses aunts lake and OMG im obsessedd with the house. cutest thing ever. so we went there for the whole day and didnt get home until like 12.30 at night and it was soo much fun. on the 4th i went to banananas with some peoplee and swam & watched cruel intentions AKA my obsession. uhhhhhhhhhhhh i think the day after i got to hang out with LO and my camp friends it was soo much fun i went to troy for the day (at tashas) and then went to sommerset and basically showed LO around michigan!! didnt get home until like 1 that night haha whoops. yesterday was RANDOM went to stephanies and we walked to panera/ starbucks SOO good. then we went back to my house and chilled and bananananan came overr cause shes my neighbor and I LOVE HER. we went on a walk to dustyss, stopped at carlys on the way and picked up her and melissaa. then saw casey & jerome then went to dustins for a while. got icecream with my fam bananana steph case & jerome then went home. TODAY i chilled with the lovely MURPHY and went to bham w/ steph and camp people. and i sent lainey a big package and murphy wrapped it like 0289349382 times HAHAH i hope she likes it and her candy cane wrapping paper. so i wonder what laineys doing on western right now hah i miss that girl. i miss whit too thank god she comes home in a week. she called me like an hour ago and i was so pissed i missed her call cause i didnt know when i was gonna be able to talk to her again, but i called her back and it turns out shes aloud to use her phone at camp HOW COOL. so basically summers been amazing. i feel like ive finally gotten my head cleared and oh man its a great feeling. i love not worrying about anything. tomorrow im going up north and i think jareds coming up saturday for the day which should be fun since i havent seen him since like the last day of school. im coming home wednesday anddddd then friday i leave again for CP with murph and ppl OH MAN gonna be crazy. then the next weekend im going up north again with the lovely brose UNFORTUNATLY the lovely murphy cannot be there because of stupid cheer camp. and then the weekend after that im going to GRAND HAVEN WITH STEPH holy shit im excited CORBEAR is coming to see us yayayayayay!!! i talked to him tonight for a while and i seriously miss him sooo so so so so much. but yeahh i have so many amazing things to look forward toooo SMILES!! and tomorrow i think im walking to max's for a little cause i wanna see him. aright well thats enough update for now. PICTURES when i can find my stupid photo cd thing. night lvoes
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[07/02/05] |
so its been like almost a month since ive updated hmmmm so much has happened i went to camp and had the most amazing time ever AND IVE CHANGED lmao (right erin murph and whit?) hahah. buttttt yeah i have like over 200 pictures and im gonna make a website for them sooner or later when im not too lazyyyyy. yeah i miss my camp friends soo much and like more than half of them live like on the other side of the state which sucks reallyy bad. if i started talking about camp id probably be typing this until like tonight so id rather not.. ummm todays lainey starrs 15th birthday and shes at camp right now i miss her dearly and im hoping she can somehow check her voicemail cause i left her a sweet messagee. yesterdayy caroline & mommy came to pick me up from camp and i was so happy to see them. and then i drove home woww it was a crazy 3 hour drive haha but i missed my brosey and im glad we bonded yayy. tomorrow im going to her aunts house on a lake with farkus adam LMAO murphy & em. that should be lots of funnn. last night i went to whits with her erin & murph it was mad funnnn. summers AMAZING so far. i cant wait until what more it has to bring mee. i think im gonna hang out with some camp guys tonight i miss them hah.
EDIT
i definatly just read my friends livejournal and im saddddddd. since im too lazy to copy everythinggg read circlenotsquare's livejournal to look back at some memories.. ahhhhh. alexandraa i miss tubing with you and getting a huge bruise on my leg and serving that boy pancakes and grilled cheese until we almost peed our pants. AHH i miss you guys soo much
oh and PS.
im happy =D
heheheheheheh.
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[06/10/05] |
SUMMERRR
OH
FIVE
WHOS READYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
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[06/09/05] |
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so this entry is for erin. ONLY. CAUSE I LIKE HER. alot. yeah schools out tomorrow how INSANE. im so excited its unreal. i leave in 2 days YEAHHHHHHHH! i think im hanging out w/ chad mike and erin tomorrow. THAT SHOULD BE FUN =]. and erins gay yeah she made mike an LJ so i think you all should add him.. its inlovewitherinn. WOW SHES GAY. hahahah. today after school i went to detention. lmfao it was hilarious. we cleaned lockers i felt like a fucking slave cause the lady kept on yelling at me and telling me i missed spots WHEN THEY WOULDNT COME OFF. after i went to chads and hung out w/ him for a while. YESTERDAY i tanned at shermans with her lain & murph and then my mom picked up me and murph and we went to BROSES. im tan now YAY. then leach todd curtis & jeff came and brose attempted to pull off my bathing suit but i got her first YEAH. uhh so in july brose & murph are coming up north should me. OH YEAH. thats gonna be amazing. okk well i have nothing else to say so bye I LOVE ERIN
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[06/06/05] |
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wellll i think its time for an update. even though its 12 and i really need sleep/ to study. this weekend sucked. minus the fact that i love plis & stef and they are amazing people. yeahhh you guys are awesome. yesterday was graduation it was crazy cause we were all dying on the way there cause it was SO HOT. got there took HOT pictures with kel and lain. oh yeah. and i have plentyy to put on here but im too lazy to update my pictures right now. next entry FOR SURE i promise. ummm so me lainey morgan jason & lizzie riggans all got THURSDAY detentions for being loud. HAHAH thats a joke. were gonna make it one big party so its okay. and i like tolias again cause he gave me cookies today which made me happy. schools gay and finals start tomorrow. which are going to kill me but its okay. i have a 3.57 right noww but it needs to go higher cause i know i can do better. hm but the only thing thats making me actually try is knowing that i only have 4 more days left and then were done and its SUMMER. im not excited for summerr as everyone is but whatever. today i went tubing with ari it was fun then we went to dinner with our families and sat in my car for like an hour. YUP love her. then i came back here to study which failed. schools out on friday. me and chads 6 month is on saturday WTF so weird. where has all the time gone? i leave for camp on sunday which is even weirder. okay well all this weirdness needs to stop because i really need sleep. oh and whitney BABY i love you. pics tomorrow
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[06/03/05] |
Im in a car underwater with time to kill
Thinking back I forgot to tell you this
I didnt care that you left and abandoned me
What hurts more is
I
would
still die for you.
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[05/31/05] |
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aaaahhh today went by so slow i thought i was seriously going to kill myself. i came home today and i slept for 4 beautiful hours. YES it was much needed. <3 i had like 30 dreams all in one it was pretty weird. when i woke up i felt really alone. nobody was home so i was like hmmm what should i do? so around 8 chad came overr and we chilled for a while. he just left and now im bored once again. i cant believe i only have 12 more days left with him.. 8 weeks without my boyy, oh man. i miss whit i think she needs to come right now. i think i have a japanese quiz tomorrow and i have some math homework but guess who doesnt care. im done with school already. screw finals. we have a take home test and im so so so so happy because that means i can get an A in bendicks class. but the rest of my weekend was pretty good. sunday murphy came over and we took some insane pictures that will be posted in a sec. well actually there all of her but thats okay cause shes hot. i love my little redhead. we took a walk to the park in the next sub and then chad & anthony called and said they were coming to get us. so we chilled at anthonys pool for a while, then went to the park in murphys sub. monday i went to aris for the day with the fam. yeah shes boring as hell but its okay i still love her. we went out on her boat and ate yummy cake that my mommy made. <3 now matts here and were watching the pistons game even though i think he just left with the boys..
( the reason why i love this little redhead.. )
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[05/28/05] |
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friday me and chad went to st. marys and met up with mark brose alec kelly ashley laura sean max evan and it was so much fun YEAH i saw like everyone from my past there it was CRAZY<3 it was like whoa. we went on freak out like 30 times my chaddy was scared the first time so i had to hold his hand. i think he almost broke it too.. we went on the ferris wheel hahah i think i scared all the little kids away. its okay tho. and me and brose almost gave a show for our boys. HAHAH not. yeah but i had a great friday <3. then we left around 11 and he took me home. hahah getting out of the car. i love you baby!!! <3. today is gonna be good too!!. were celebrating my LOVAH whitneys birthday cause its tomorrow but she wont be here. I LOVE HERRRRR. i woke up at like 9 today WTF. i dont wake up at 9. i called lainey cause i knew shed be up and then we were talking about our plans and all of a sudden she got kidnapped? yeah so i have no idea whats goin on right now. LAINEY hope your having fun with GAY PEOPLE ahh. so ill leave you with some PICTURESS.
( strike us like matches, cause everyone deserves the flames <3 )
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[05/25/05] |
hm so after my AMAZINg weekend of course i had to go back to school. wow schools gay and its getting even gayer knowing we have FINALS SOON. kill me now. seniors left today. they had a water fight early against the juniors this morning and then they left right after 1st hour. me and chad were walking to class and we saw all this shaving cream on the ground. dAMn i cant wait for shaving cream fights! i really wish i was a seniorrrr. but i still have 3 more years to go. AHAH thats too long. its kinda sad im gonna miss anna though. and seeing BEDELL in 6th hour. oh man. i didnt really know that many seniors but whateverrr i wish them all the best of luck though. our schools so empty now its crazy. so i guess im a sophmore? even though it really doesnt make a difference were still the youngest as of rihgt now. but whatever SOPHMORES '08 BABYY. me and lainey had this brillant idea to all wear RED tomorrow but that plan definatly didnt follow through. ew why is our color red? nobody even wears red anywayyyy. this weekend is st marys which is gonna be AWESOME im going with so many people its gonna be sweeet. yup yup. yestrdday i went to dinner with my buddys CHAD AND SEAN, love them. and OF COURSE we went to antonios. they are crackheads and decided to put this really hot stuff on there pizza so they like almost died. chads face was ilke bright bright red and i seriously thought he was going to like pass out. then we went back to chads and kicked sean out as usual. chilled, then chad took me home and i had to change for my SWEET ORCHESTRA CONCERT and then he took me back to north. i dont think he stopped making fun of me the whole way there. he definatly wants my outfit for halloween though. AHAHAH. UHhhh i really dont remember anything else i did this week but i miss FARTNICKK. wehn will we ever see him again =[ me murphy and brose are starting a business so i suggest you all buy our bracelets there 5 bucks each. and were using the money to bail out our buddddy. OH MAN. so im about to go cause i have to change because i think im hanging out with chad and were playing outside cause its pretttyy!! but ill leave you with 2 wordsssssssss
fREEE FARNICKKK!!!
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[05/19/05] |
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this week has been GAY GAY GAy i hate my parents more than ANYTHING they took away my cell phone charger so now my phone is like completely DEAD and they also grounded me because THERE GAY and they have nothing else better to do. and my arm still kills isnt that really niceee. and i need a job! SO i feel like being random so ehre it goes
( <3 )
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[05/16/05] |
so its monday i really hate mondays because that means we still have 4 days until the weekend. so my weekend was good, very chill except for friday. which was still fun. during the day it was me and the girls. oh how i love my best friends. then at night me chad erin mike jared anthony and whit went to the barn off of halsted (for friday the 13th) and it was pretty effin scary. yeah but then mike threw a piece of wood at something and i guess the gas pipe started leaking? so we all ran out of there. went back to jareds chilled until around 11.30 then we all went home. saturday morgan came over during the day. we got honked at on 13 mile road and i found out today it was the lovely patrick cahill. aw how nice. so we chilled and painted my phone and now its pretty and red with sequins from my pillow (im creative i know) then chad came over, and she left. he watched tv while i showered then we went to get anthony and jan, then went to fw. dropped anthony off with jill & jenny, then me chad and jan went to wendys. jared met up with us, and there were all these ghetto people there. like literally 30 people. okay who goes to wendys on saturday night? seriously. and there was a whole limo there for prom. yeah im for sure going to wendys on prom night i decided. then we all went back to jans but me and chad left like 15 minutes after we got there. went back to chads and watched rush hour. it was lovely<3. then he took me home at 11.30. sunday chad came over and we watched road trip. wow funniest movie ever, i honestly dont think we stopped laughing. then we went to panera and he dropped me off.
school sucked today. like it was just a straight up horrible day. me + my whole math class FAILED our test. except for 1 person got an A, and the other one got a C. hm. so when the whole class fails something, AND KEEPS ON REPEATING FAILING, dont you think our teacher would get a clue? but no. shes so stupid and she blames it all on us. WHEN SHE DOESNT KNOW HOW TO TEACH. and yells at us when we ask questions. i swear if i get her for modern geometry next year im switching out the first day. then sammy picked a fight with her omgod it was hilarious i love that girl.
after school i had a doctors appointment. and i got a tetnis (sp?) shot and my whole arm is like numb. then me and my mom got tai food which is my absolute favorite thing and i seriously just inhaled it all and now i dont feel good. how lovely.
oh and it just hit me that my baby brother is growing up. its really sad actually. i just picked up his cell and opened it to find a naked girl with a thong on as his background. i guess you can say hes no longer my baby brother anymore..
im out. love.
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[05/14/05] |
I confess, I messed up
Dropping "im sorrys" like your still around
And I know you dressed up
"Hey kid, you'll never live this down"
You're just the girl all the boys want to dance with
And I'm just the boy who took too many chances
I'm sleeping on your folk's porch again, dreaming
She said, she said, she said, "Why don't you just drop dead?"
I don't blame you for being you
But you can't blame me for hating it
So say, what are you waiting for?
Kiss her, kiss her
I set my clocks early cause I know I'm always late
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[05/12/05] |
mmm so everything worked out for the best =]
he called me yesterday and was really upset and wanted to work things out and i was so happy let me tell you!!
actually you can ask whit how happy i was, hah she was standing right next to me. so we agreed to get back together and he asked if he could take me to dinner for our 5 month =]. so he picked me up at 6, and when i got in the car there was this thing of roses for me. it was so cute. so we went to dinner at our favorite place hercules (next to wendys of course) then we went back to his house for a little and chilled then he took me home. what a lovely night. and on top of that i had ZERO homework. ahh it was amazing<3
today he came over and we chilled and i broke his nose and he bit my lip. hahah what a night.
TOMORROWW is friday which means GIRLS NIGHT for my lovers (minus lainey cause shes being COOL and going to etc) so yesssss. i loove whit erin & lainey BECAUSE THEY ARE MY EVERYTHINGGGGGGGG<3
im excited for the weekend, but what im NOT excited for is progress reports blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
k time to do my lovely math homework that i dont understand..
happy 5 months baby i love you<3
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[05/10/05] |
i have the most amazing friends ever, and if you think you can prove me wrong THEN YOU NEED TO DIE. who shows up at my fucking house on there bikes when my hair is big and poofy, i have absolutely no make up on, fucking NAKED in my towel and crying MY EYES OUT- only the two most amazing people in the world, brosey and andy. and just run up to me and give me a HUGE hug and tell me everythings going to be okay. who are the three most wonderful people that call me just make sure i was okay? yup THOSE would be my best friends, whitney lainey & erin. and to all the people who IMed me or texted me to make sure i was doing fine- thank you. thank you, thank you, thank you to everyone. because truly, you guys are beyond amazing. and you guys made me feel SO much better and stronger and i just love you all. i cant even put into words how much each and every one of you mean to me.
and as for you, my love-
i
still
love
you.
but this is the way it has to be. and im sorry. maybe we can work things out in the future, i dont know. we'll see where this takes us. hopefully this can make us stronger people and things wont have to be like this. <3.
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[05/07/05] |
so yesterday i went home with chad
watched tv for a little
went to his boyfriends
while we played outside and i watched them skateboard
after that sean chased me around his house with a knife
hit me with a stick and i have a bruise
and slapped my ass over 89234792347 times
i CLEARLY almost died yesterday
ahhhhhh
we ate cookies
they were yummmmmy
then me & chad finally left his boyfriends
AFTER they made passionate love in the shower
i almost joined..!!
but i let the lovers be
hehh so me and chad went back to his house
then he took me home
where i sat on my couch and watched two movies and slept
relaxxxinggg
this morning at 7 am i had my lax tournament OH MY GOD it was torture
i kept on falling asleep and eede attempted to pour water on me but it didnt work cause im sneaaaaaakyyyyy but yeah
so we lost ALL of our games Hhahahah what a joke
were so bad its disgusting
but it was nice cause i got to be with my naked women
MURPHYYY and BROSEEEEE
YES THEY WERE NAKED AND I WAS THEREEEEEEEEEE
be jelousssss
i know you are
so then i came home at like 4 i think
showered and now i have no idea whats happening tonighttttt
call meee
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